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Photo Diary #102: September 30, 2018 Sunday, ANU/And Prayer

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Early in the morning, I submitted an abstract to ConSOLE. I guess, even if I failed… I’m proud of myself for trying this month. I applied to ANU summer research scholarship, ConSOLE, and ISFIT 2019.

Today, God simply acknowledged that and whispered I’m enough. What demotivated me is not being on top this semester. If that’s always my goal, then I would never feel enough.

I must always stick to my skills instead of being somebody I am not. But also God encourages me to not give up on my dreams. So far, I have three universities in mind. I won’t reveal them yet. I just feel safe at this stage of my life. Pastor Rick Warren also emphasized not being afraid.

What am I really afraid of? Not providing for my parents? Being too poor, being underestimated… I don’t feel secure, to be honest. But with God by my side, I’m sure I am enough. I’m no longer afraid. That Syntactic Theory problem set? I won’t figure it out! But that’s okay! That Structure of English paper? I won’t impress the professor, but that’s fine! That Quanti paper? Will it matter? Probably not, but it’s absolutely fine. That programming I’m putting off? Nah, will it matter in the end? What if I don’t learn how to program? What’s the worst that can happen? I would still be eating, praying, laughing, dancing, traveling. So it’s not a life or death situation. That summer scholarship? I may not be enough in their eyes, but hey, I am enough in God’s eyes. My extreme receptive skills but nil productive skills in terms of vocabulary, oral speaking and writing? That’s fine! I accept it.  This I hold on to: if it’s for me, it’s for me. I just have to be held because as long as I’m trying, I’m fighting and not giving up, I’ll get to where God intends me to be.

God, I want to take this moment to lift everything up to you. Keep my eyes on You and Your purpose and on the prize! Direct me to where you want me to be! Lead me God to where you want me to be! I am sure I’ll get to where you want me to be someday. I am tired of all the running, of all the trying to be someone else I’m not. I’m willing to try, but I’m not gonna force myself. Lead me God to where you want me to be… in the end, as long as You are with me, I’m in the right place.

I love you God.

Yours forever,

Your Kimkim

 

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Photo Diary #89: September 16, 2018 Sunday, Toad Hall

Today’s Message Notes from Sunday service….

 

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Photo Diary #82: September 09, 2019 Sunday, When Others Keep Setting You Back

God’s message this Sunday

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Daily Photo Diary #18: July 07, 2018 Saturday, Thredbo Winter Resort

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Daily Photo Diary #10: June 29, 2018 Friday, Byron Bay and Brisbane in the evening!

45-minute trek to see this beauty! Thank you God!

 

At 3:30 PM, we had to travel back to Brisbane and take our flight there to Sydney the next day! 🙂
Spotted a Filo resto at Northeast Shore shop

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Daily Photo Diary #9: June 28, 2018 Thursday, Surfers Paradise and Burleigh National Park (and grades released!!!)

 

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Photo Journal #19: December 27, 2015 (Sunday)/Newton Centre, MA

We’re finally in Boston! Yaaaay!!!! And we stayed at a very upscale quiet neighborhood.  

     

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Photo Journal # 18: December 26, 2015 (Saturday)/Pilgrimage

Tita brought me to Padre Pio church and Czechostokoa (not even sure of the spelling). I really love the ambience and the houses.  

                                       

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Photo Journal # 17: December 25, 2015 (Friday)/Another Party

Met new amazing people today for Christmas celebration at Edison, New Jersey 

     

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Photo Journal #16: December 24, 2015 (Thursday)/Noche Buena

As a tradition, I wrote my 2015 birthday letter for Jesus before heading to Ate Jing and Kuya Bong’s house at South Plain field.  

     

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