Daily Message for God #5 (August 31)

Dear Jesus,

Today, I reviewed all my notes from my Learnings Notebook, and realized that I haven’t really been living up to the four agreements by Ruiz. My words aren’t impeccable. In fact, I always find fault. Second, I take everything personally when people’s reaction, attitude towards me isn’t a reflection of what I want them to be. Third, I am not in my best mode yet. I haven’t really worked hard to be my authentic self. Lastly, I assume. I assume a lot of things. Worst of all, I assume that everyone hates me. Why on earth are they even going to spend time competing or hating me? Everyone is innately selfish, so all must be working hard towards their own goals. Unless stated, I shouldn’t have sweeping statements and convoluted assumptions. Thank you for this reminder. Also, Networking is highlighted again. Yes, the message is clear. I need to network. In fact, I created my own types of friends: the energy suckers, energy boosters, energy energizers, energy dependents and energy models. Hmmm. Need to submit the meaning of each to Thought Catalogue. Well, I’ll never know. Personal branding also came up. Yes, Lord. I am a work in progress. With You, this journey will succeed. I learn also that habits should be tackled one at a time; the mind and body can only take so much. I am finally done with my journal writing every night and one-cup of rice challenge for more than three weeks now. Tomorrow, I’ll start off with No-coke challenge. Hmmm. All for your glory! Stepping up the game!

Sending smiles,

Your Kimkim

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About kaylathetheoxenophile

Hi everyone! I’m kayla. This is my first attempt to share my thoughts through blogging. Got lots of exploring to do. Don’t even know where to start and what to say. To start the ball rolling, allow me to share with you some of the fallacies about Kayla Marie Sarte. 1. Writing is just not my line. Although most considered me as a creative writer, I doubt I have that knack. I’m direct to the point. My essays are straight. As long as I get the message across then that’s fair enough for me. 2.I’m not a walking encyclopedia, got that? How funny it is to be asked by some bunch of kiddos bout tons of stuffs I don’t know or even have heard. Worse? They expect me to answer their queries in a snap. Good thing, I can always find the usual “busy” excuse to elude their endless questions. 3. You just don’t know how pain in the ass reading is to me. I always record the days I spend reading and do my best to keep the pace. Yeah, I’m a literature major but it’s uhmm, …. Except for required readings in my literature classes in the class, I haven’t truly deal with literary works personally. Good heavens, I found John Grisham and Dean Koontz – my all time faves. (In my later posts, I’ll be sharing my thoughts bout their books.) 4. One thing I found truly bleak about me is my loved for movies. I don’t like cinematography or even crave like Glenn Ortiz to be the Steven Spielberg of this race. I just enjoy watching movies on the big screen. That’s all. So, it’s a fallacy that I like cinematography… just the movies. 5. Call me braggart, arrogant. Many think so because of the achievements I gained in the past aching yet meaningful 15 education years of my life. What they don’t know is how negative and perturbed, covered with worries, stressed I am most of the time. No matter how great the laurel I get, I always look back at the failurs I’ve been through in the past. So, that goes to mean, I don’t think highly of myself or consider my awards that much. Top 3 things about me: 1. A Theophile 2. A Xenophile 3. Just Kayla Marie B. Sarte That’s all for now. You’ll get to know more about me soon and about the project 2012 that led me to explore blogging. J One thing is certain for me though, I love who I am for I am fashioned the way I fit exactly in a large mosaic we are all in. Be happy. Live life according to God’s will. – Kayla Sarte
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