Grabe

Grabe gid tana ning iban makajudge ah. Abi nila kay tungod puro kamiki unod sang FB or Tweets ko, di ko busy. Wala lang sila kabalo nga ginpagsabay sabay ko gani. Defense tapos after a week ning international test nga ni. Kag ano man tana labot sang kalibutan sa akon problema? diba? Ano labot nila? Wala sila kabalo nga ng time magpost ko sang about kay Kamiki, mo na nga time nga nagbreak ko sa obra kag nagpahuway kadali. Sakit mabatian nga hambalan ka, “wala man na sya abi work”. May na lang ginsabat sya sang panelist. Tapos hambalan ka pa nila nga competitive. Oo, gacompete ko ya sa sarili ko ya. First question, sin.o ang gaask nga, “Pila ka pages ang imo? Paano mo ginhimo?” ang isa naman “ano ginserve mo?” (nyeta, pati pa na?) tapos maghambal ang teacher nga ni nga ako ang competitive. Tapos ning isa pa gid, “Ngaa bag.o mo lang na ginhambal haw?” Abaw, pasalamat siya nga sang paginform saakon, gintext ko siya dayon. Kung pwede lang hindi ko gid gusto mafeel sang tao nga gacompete ko saila. Ako lang tana gacompete sa sarili ko. Kay kung di ko mafulfill mga tasks ko daw feeling ko incomplete ko. Sala ko bala na gaprocrastinate tinyo? Ang sakit kay hindi gid ko makwaan sina nga terms ya. Tapos maghambal ka gani, “maapply man guro ko sa  PS” ng mabadtrip sila tanan. Ano, kamo na lang gali may karapatan. Sakit abi ah. Permi na lang inyo feelings ginaisip ko pero ang akon, wala nyo gid ginaisip. Be humble daw… humble? Daw tanga na gani ko para mameet ng “humble” nga (lente) nga na. Honestly, nagapretend na lang ko nga “tanga” bisan bal.an ko… nga daw wala ko para hindi mahit ang ego niyo kay “haler”, kung ako namagdada, may ikabuga kamo? Paras sina, I’ll be going to this and that. I’m a representative of this and that. Sa mind ko kis.a, pwede man kahambal, Lord biskan once…I am this and that? wala gid hay. tapos ako pa ang hambog? Diin nga part? diin nga side?  Wala gid hay. Tan.aw man sa sarili kadali bi. please lang? Hindi ko genius ah, ginahimo ko lang ang responsibilad ko kay itaga mo gid na, kung ako ginkagaan sang posisyon, responsibilidad bisan kelangan ko pa gub.on ang Eiffel tower kay himuon ko gid. Panagutan ko gid.

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About kaylathetheoxenophile

Hi everyone! I’m kayla. This is my first attempt to share my thoughts through blogging. Got lots of exploring to do. Don’t even know where to start and what to say. To start the ball rolling, allow me to share with you some of the fallacies about Kayla Marie Sarte. 1. Writing is just not my line. Although most considered me as a creative writer, I doubt I have that knack. I’m direct to the point. My essays are straight. As long as I get the message across then that’s fair enough for me. 2.I’m not a walking encyclopedia, got that? How funny it is to be asked by some bunch of kiddos bout tons of stuffs I don’t know or even have heard. Worse? They expect me to answer their queries in a snap. Good thing, I can always find the usual “busy” excuse to elude their endless questions. 3. You just don’t know how pain in the ass reading is to me. I always record the days I spend reading and do my best to keep the pace. Yeah, I’m a literature major but it’s uhmm, …. Except for required readings in my literature classes in the class, I haven’t truly deal with literary works personally. Good heavens, I found John Grisham and Dean Koontz – my all time faves. (In my later posts, I’ll be sharing my thoughts bout their books.) 4. One thing I found truly bleak about me is my loved for movies. I don’t like cinematography or even crave like Glenn Ortiz to be the Steven Spielberg of this race. I just enjoy watching movies on the big screen. That’s all. So, it’s a fallacy that I like cinematography… just the movies. 5. Call me braggart, arrogant. Many think so because of the achievements I gained in the past aching yet meaningful 15 education years of my life. What they don’t know is how negative and perturbed, covered with worries, stressed I am most of the time. No matter how great the laurel I get, I always look back at the failurs I’ve been through in the past. So, that goes to mean, I don’t think highly of myself or consider my awards that much. Top 3 things about me: 1. A Theophile 2. A Xenophile 3. Just Kayla Marie B. Sarte That’s all for now. You’ll get to know more about me soon and about the project 2012 that led me to explore blogging. J One thing is certain for me though, I love who I am for I am fashioned the way I fit exactly in a large mosaic we are all in. Be happy. Live life according to God’s will. – Kayla Sarte
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