Photo Journal #162: October 18, 2014 (Saturday)/First Heartache

This is already too much but I can’t help it. [Sobra na as in! Super!!! Adik na kaayo ko] I thought Kamiki would be flushed off my memories (as my other crushes were) after knowing he has a crush on Emi, but he wasn’t (miraculously): I still like him. Was still “recuperating” from that harsh discovery when another bad news came: my Kamiki just had his first long kiss on tv. [Sakeeet!!! sakeeeet!!!] I was responding to all tweets, asking where I can possibly watch the drama but hadn’t received any tweet back. Oh, one message came and it was, “Sorry No E.” Sad life. Kamiki-kun, I will never ever let go. I promise. You remind me of Xenon a lot kasi. You are Xenon. Hashtag Sakeet, Bukeet, Paeeet! From this:


to this:


No wonder fans (me included) went gaga, turned crazy [tanang negatives na]. Most of the fans even tweeted his “boya” photos:

20141018-223420.jpg And got him trending in Japan…

20141018-223459.jpg It’s just too much to bear for me especially that I always looked at him as a “boya” and a little “angel”. Kamiki, please??? [Masakit eh, as in!] And I can’t turn to anyone because it’s ridiculous- I know. They won’t understand me and my papa would even respond, “Ay, puro Kamiti (Always Kamiti)”. [Gimurder pa jud ang name]. First heartache? [Abnormal pa]. Haaaay!!! Where can I find someone like him [man]??? Humble, positive, kind, generous, always smiling, faithful to God, talented? [wala!!! kung may ara man giubos na sang mga gwapa!!! And imposible magkagusto saakon!!! ] Ridiculous but my heart only beats for K-A-M-I-K-I.


About kaylathetheoxenophile

Hi everyone! I’m kayla. This is my first attempt to share my thoughts through blogging. Got lots of exploring to do. Don’t even know where to start and what to say. To start the ball rolling, allow me to share with you some of the fallacies about Kayla Marie Sarte. 1. Writing is just not my line. Although most considered me as a creative writer, I doubt I have that knack. I’m direct to the point. My essays are straight. As long as I get the message across then that’s fair enough for me. 2.I’m not a walking encyclopedia, got that? How funny it is to be asked by some bunch of kiddos bout tons of stuffs I don’t know or even have heard. Worse? They expect me to answer their queries in a snap. Good thing, I can always find the usual “busy” excuse to elude their endless questions. 3. You just don’t know how pain in the ass reading is to me. I always record the days I spend reading and do my best to keep the pace. Yeah, I’m a literature major but it’s uhmm, …. Except for required readings in my literature classes in the class, I haven’t truly deal with literary works personally. Good heavens, I found John Grisham and Dean Koontz – my all time faves. (In my later posts, I’ll be sharing my thoughts bout their books.) 4. One thing I found truly bleak about me is my loved for movies. I don’t like cinematography or even crave like Glenn Ortiz to be the Steven Spielberg of this race. I just enjoy watching movies on the big screen. That’s all. So, it’s a fallacy that I like cinematography… just the movies. 5. Call me braggart, arrogant. Many think so because of the achievements I gained in the past aching yet meaningful 15 education years of my life. What they don’t know is how negative and perturbed, covered with worries, stressed I am most of the time. No matter how great the laurel I get, I always look back at the failurs I’ve been through in the past. So, that goes to mean, I don’t think highly of myself or consider my awards that much. Top 3 things about me: 1. A Theophile 2. A Xenophile 3. Just Kayla Marie B. Sarte That’s all for now. You’ll get to know more about me soon and about the project 2012 that led me to explore blogging. J One thing is certain for me though, I love who I am for I am fashioned the way I fit exactly in a large mosaic we are all in. Be happy. Live life according to God’s will. – Kayla Sarte
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