Photo Journal #115: September 1, 2014 (Monday)/Musings (Nobody’s Reading This, Anyway) haha

This day’s devoted to checking my students’ ARP! Kapoy ba! That after reading one group’s rubbish ARP, I shared what I was as a student to Bong. I super missed being called, “legend”. I guess, partly, the reason why I kept on watching rurouni Kenshin and other heroic films is that I am longing for my past glory. It’s not bragging. Some would think it’s exaggerated but people who know me since high school could attest to the fact that I was “different”. I think because nobody in the past could balance all: academics (with mostly 95 up grades), leadership, outreach activities, church service and other extracurricular activities (outside competitions). I wasn’t known for my scholastic achievement though, Inwas respected (even tagged as “Dumbledore”) because of my leadership and sincere service. Sometimes, people still bring the topic of me running for a position but for now, I don’t have any intention at all. I changed from being fierce, strong, independent and undaunted person to a really quiet, meek individual. I learned and I know I am way better than that legend. A part of me still hopes that being a “legend” does not end. But, I believe… It does. And Yes, it did. Am I free now? Did I get what I asked for? Eyes were not fixed on me now so yes, I won after all… kayla’s free. Nobody’s reading my blog anyway. Haha.



About kaylathetheoxenophile

Hi everyone! I’m kayla. This is my first attempt to share my thoughts through blogging. Got lots of exploring to do. Don’t even know where to start and what to say. To start the ball rolling, allow me to share with you some of the fallacies about Kayla Marie Sarte. 1. Writing is just not my line. Although most considered me as a creative writer, I doubt I have that knack. I’m direct to the point. My essays are straight. As long as I get the message across then that’s fair enough for me. 2.I’m not a walking encyclopedia, got that? How funny it is to be asked by some bunch of kiddos bout tons of stuffs I don’t know or even have heard. Worse? They expect me to answer their queries in a snap. Good thing, I can always find the usual “busy” excuse to elude their endless questions. 3. You just don’t know how pain in the ass reading is to me. I always record the days I spend reading and do my best to keep the pace. Yeah, I’m a literature major but it’s uhmm, …. Except for required readings in my literature classes in the class, I haven’t truly deal with literary works personally. Good heavens, I found John Grisham and Dean Koontz – my all time faves. (In my later posts, I’ll be sharing my thoughts bout their books.) 4. One thing I found truly bleak about me is my loved for movies. I don’t like cinematography or even crave like Glenn Ortiz to be the Steven Spielberg of this race. I just enjoy watching movies on the big screen. That’s all. So, it’s a fallacy that I like cinematography… just the movies. 5. Call me braggart, arrogant. Many think so because of the achievements I gained in the past aching yet meaningful 15 education years of my life. What they don’t know is how negative and perturbed, covered with worries, stressed I am most of the time. No matter how great the laurel I get, I always look back at the failurs I’ve been through in the past. So, that goes to mean, I don’t think highly of myself or consider my awards that much. Top 3 things about me: 1. A Theophile 2. A Xenophile 3. Just Kayla Marie B. Sarte That’s all for now. You’ll get to know more about me soon and about the project 2012 that led me to explore blogging. J One thing is certain for me though, I love who I am for I am fashioned the way I fit exactly in a large mosaic we are all in. Be happy. Live life according to God’s will. – Kayla Sarte
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One Response to Photo Journal #115: September 1, 2014 (Monday)/Musings (Nobody’s Reading This, Anyway) haha

  1. betternotbroken says:

    HA HA! I read it. So somebody DID read it!

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